The tale of Scatter Brain Jane

February 21, 2020February 21, 2020 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

Scatter Brain Jane has something wrong inside,

Her head is a giant jumble that she tries to hide,

As you pass by her outside on the street,

She looks so normal as she smiles to greet.

The High That Comes After The Crushing Low

October 17, 2019October 16, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

Many of you may have experienced this short time in which you feel truly fortunate to have gotten through the worst part of your condition, it’s almost as if the sheer act of feeling less horrible causes a light to shine in the darkness.

These tiny moments are enough for me to hope that one day this feeling will last longer, that one day the anxiety and depression inside me will slowly begin to fade until bad days are few and far between.

Boredom.

October 7, 2019October 7, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

Recently I’ve been feeling rather down, it seems the change in season has truly won this round, I have absolutely no motivation to do anything, and then today it hit me.

That’s Great

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Still, I Plummet

September 24, 2019September 24, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

The world revolves around the sun,

Winter, Spring, Summer, now Autumn has come,

Season’s change and I still think of you,

My purpose in life is now askew.

I try so very hard to put on a smile,

A laugh as I pretend not to think for a while.

Underneath I feel like I could explode,

But only I know the disarm code.

12 Months

September 7, 2019September 6, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

It has been a year since my last miscarriage, tests from Tommys keep being pushed back every few months, in this time I have kept hoping that we will find the problem but after a year it’s being to feel hopeless.

I’m another year older than I was, another year with terrible mental health, and I honestly feel that I have achieved nothing. That’s not true, however, so I thought I’d list my achievements none the less.