Wave of Light

October 16, 2019October 16, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

The light had quickly faded from its bright start,

Yet continued burning as though it had heart,

Complications soon started heading its way,

And this tiny flame was obviously going to pay.

Still, I Plummet

September 24, 2019September 24, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

The world revolves around the sun,

Winter, Spring, Summer, now Autumn has come,

Season’s change and I still think of you,

My purpose in life is now askew.

I try so very hard to put on a smile,

A laugh as I pretend not to think for a while.

Underneath I feel like I could explode,

But only I know the disarm code.

Stuck Track

September 9, 2019September 9, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

The needle is stuck playing the same track,

All the memories play back to back,

Horror crammed with every sick act,

Although not every moment is exact.

Losing the use of all my facilities,

Those around me become liabilities,

Trapped in my ghastly past,

Present-day is a sharp contrast.

12 Months

September 7, 2019September 6, 2019 The Lady PrinceLeave a comment

It has been a year since my last miscarriage, tests from Tommys keep being pushed back every few months, in this time I have kept hoping that we will find the problem but after a year it’s being to feel hopeless.

I’m another year older than I was, another year with terrible mental health, and I honestly feel that I have achieved nothing. That’s not true, however, so I thought I’d list my achievements none the less.