I’m angry at everyone,
They’ve moved forward,
I’m angry at me,
For never being normal.
I’m angry at me,
It’s no massive revelation,
Angry at myself,
For not protecting.
Living in denial,
About what I’m facing,
Trying not to feel,
What is buried beneath.
Short-tempered and impatient,
Asking for the fog to clear,
I can’t see the cycle yet,
Having to break from family.
Toxic pools surround me,
The guilt of putting me first,
I don’t know where I will end in this journey,
I’m just tired of being hurt.
Thank you so much to all of you for reading my work.
Emma.
I feel ya sister…just hang in there….this too shall pass🤗🤗
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Aw thanks, it’s just so hard to break the cycle sometimes but just noticing it has made me feel a bit better. One day at a time. ☺️
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That’s the phrase to live by….one day at a time 🤗
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Thankfully I’ve been feeling better since just noticing and thinking about it.
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Yes..first step is seeing the cycle…then it makes it easier to stop repeating it..but it can be process, where we fail a few times before we get it right.. Be patient with yourself..it will happen..believe me..I know:)
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Thanks, it is so important to notice it and to have that circle acknowledged. Especially by a licensed professional, just made my day that I got acknowledged for all the work I’ve been doing.
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How can one free themselves(
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Just acknowledging it’s there helps, but I’m still working through it.
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