My Mind

You hold me back from life,

You show me glimpses of the knife,

That hung above my head,

When I wished that I was dead.

I hold you all inside,

It causes a fatal landslide,

My face begins to hurt,

As you hold it in the dirt.

I tried to forget,

You left me with the debt,

It became stronger,

I could not go on any longer.

I drowned them out with alcohol,

The warring conditions continued to brawl,

I drowned them out with drugs,

They became quiet and just gave hugs.

It was how I was able to go outside,

I wanted to walk the worldwide,

But they knew it was just a matter of time,

And the conditions started to climb.

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