I’m waiting for that beep,

I’m waiting for that call,

I’m waiting for that letter,

I’m waiting for that decision.

I’m waiting for that inspiration,

I’m waiting for that wedding,

I’m waiting for that decoration,

I’m waiting for that baby.

I’m waiting for that flashback,

I’m waiting for that over thinking,

I’m waiting for that panic attack,

I’m waiting for that void of feeling.

I wait every single day for these things to appear,

I wait and I feel as they draw near.

I wait all alone in the silence I fear,

I wait for the ones I hold dear.